Well I am still very upset and mad at myself :(, but the show must go on right? I'm really trying to keep myself busy and not think about the colossal mess I've made, unfortunately there are so many things that remind me of him it's kind of hard. However I figured I wouldn't bum y'all out today with another sad post, instead I am going to write about food something I don't screw up often :s
I just realized that my previous statement is going to be harder to stay true too :( Why you ask, because this entire meal was made while in Texas and we made it together. Maybe I can use this little post as a happy memory that will sort of pick my mood up, this is me trying to be hopeful :/ I wrote a post very similar to this earlier in the year (food wise that is), but we chose to do things a little differently this time :) For me the pressure was really on this time around, you see we were cooking for his entire family and I wanted everything to go perfectly. I don't know why but I always seem to put pressure on myself in these situations, but I think it works..sometimes lol like this time. Having a family judge your cooking skills is both stressful and a learning process, I just hoped they would enjoy what they were about to eat. Thankfully they enjoyed every part of the meal, even Nathan's dad enjoyed my yorkies! For the record, I knew he would but he still protested lol.
Speaking of which I need to get back to the kitchen, I need to crank out two icings tonight and then decorate them too! Wish me luck and keep your fingers crossed that I do okay tomorrow. Until next time.............